Mashimaro's Corner♥

So something happened today that really surprised me and I just thought I should write this down, even if it is the smallest thing and may not be worthwhile mentioning. So today I just had two quizzes and a social tests all on the same day. I would call it my first heavy-duty day ever since the school started, especially when the social test was totally a surprise attack to my unsettled brain. "Yup! We're having a test next class~" Yetman has totally caught everyone off-guard. I thought I was definitely screwed for the test with only one day to study. What's more was that I also have chem and math quizzes on the same day. After one night of cramming and panicking, I still thought I was screwed because after reading the notes over and over again like what? 40 times? I wasn't able to register a thing into my mind. So I turned to God and prayed about it. I told God that I've already tried my best so I am just going to lay everything before him and rely on him to ...

I guess I've been accumulating too much thoughts and feelings all these years all by myself that I started to lose the ability to communicate and speak out my true feelings. All the feelings just muddle up inside me, tangled up into countless knots. I search for words that may describe it, but at the end, backspace key is all I'm pressing. I want to tell the truth, but it's always at the last moment that I'd decided to swallow everything up again.